Lack of Trust Part 6
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Continued…….
“Do you really think she did all that????” She asked him without taking her name from her mouth.
She still did not believe that her younger sister could do anything bad even though she had seen it all with her own eyes.
“We all saw with our own eyes what she did so what do I think does it matter??? Not accepting the truth of our life will not change the truth which changed our life” he said in sad tone. A lone tear slipped out of his eyes when he thought about that time.
She wiped his tear with her lips and pecked on his lips.
“Give your little precious time to your wife” she said again putting her head on his chest and wrapping her hands around him.
He smiled at his wife. He knew that she was trying to cheer up him.
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Jaipur
Ahuja mansion
Today the Ahuja family was going to Mumbai to meet Ashish’s girlfriend and her family.
Everyone was outside the house near their cars.
They all wanted Khanak to come with them but even after requesting many times, she was not ready to come with them all.
Khanak did not want to go to Mumbai to meet her past as that will only hurt her. Right now, she was trying very hard to forget her past and move forward, in which she was successful to some extent but if she went there and met her past, her life will be lost in her past again. We all called the past as the past because it had passed but going to Mumbai mean living the past once again which she never wanted to let her new life dominate her.
She was standing there while lost in her thoughts when she felt that someone took her in bone crushing hug. She knew who this was because now she was used to her sudden attacks.
“I will miss you Khanak” Ritika said pouting.
In these two years, Ritika had become a very good friend of Khanak despite her ignorance and aloof behaviour. Khanak hardly reciprocated her gestures but she never stopped her for doing anything.
“Can’t breathe” Khanak said while patting on her back to tell her that.
“O… Sorry” she parted away from her and bit her lips.
“It’s okay” Khanak said to her when she saw her concerned face for her.
“Stop behaving like a lady monkey you idiot” Ashish rebuked walking towards and smacked on her head from back lightly.
“I am not monkey and idiot you are the ugly chimpanzee” she shouted at him while throwing angry daggers at him and rubbing her hand on her back head where Ashish smacked her.
“I understand your sentiment. I shouldn’t have done that I shouldn’t have told your truth on your face.” he said with fake sadness and earned a hard glare and a smack on his arms from angry Ritika.
Like this they started fighting like kids but a cute loud voice interrupted them and they turned their attention at the direction of voice to see Trisha who was cutely glaring at them, scrunching her red nose slightly and her hands on her hips.
“Stop fighting…. How many times I have to tell you that I am the kid not both of you so stop behaving like me and behave like mumma and daddy” Trisha said in her baby voice with anger. She made irritating face looking at them with cute pout. She was looking so eatable with her red chubby chicks.
“What happened Princess” Atul bhai came there when he heard his princess loud voice and took her in her arms and asked her softly who was looking angry on something or someone.
First, she looked at her father then glared at Ashish and Ritika who was smiling like nothing happened, idiots.
“Daddy they were fighting again” she complained to her father while still glaring at them.
“Daddy tell them, I am kid, they are not” she turned her face towards her father and said in baby voice.
Atul looked at them and shook his head seeing them grinning like idiots.
“Can I expect from you both that someday you will behave maturely according to your age??” He asked them sarcastically.
“We will try our best Bhai” Ritika said with puppy face.
“It’s means no” Atul asked them. They nodded their head up and down eagerly without wasting a second.
“Princess they are fools. Don’t take them seriously” he turned his face and said to her daughter who nodded her head in yes.
“Khanak Bui (aunty) ” she spread her arms towards Khanak to take her in her arms as her eyes fell on her.
She loved her Khanak Bui so much because her Khanak Aunty was the best who fulfilled her every wish and most importantly, she was in her team.
Khanak smiled genuinely at her antics. She took her in her arms and kissed her on forehead and tip of nose.
Trisha giggled putting her hands around Kanak’s neck.
“Khanak take care of yourself. If you have any problem don’t hesitate to call me, okay??” Atul side hugged her and kissed on her forehead as a brother.
She just nodded her head.
Rest of family member came and hugged Khanak and told her to take care of her.
They left for Mumbai.
Khanak came back her house and took laptop from side study table and went towards balcony. she sat on chair and opened her laptop.
‘Danish Raghwan’ she typed in search bar but didn’t click on search button. It was her daily routine to type Danish’s name in the search bar and delete the text without searching.
Her heart was ready to do anything just to have a glimpse of him but her mind reminded her every time that it will only hurt her already broken heart.
It was not that Khanak had not tried to search on the internet about Danish after coming back from jail but she was always unable to do anything because of her fear.
She didn’t know that when she will get her peace.
She wanted to cry her heart out, scream to until she felt peace but her emotion died inside her. She felt pain inside her heart but lost her ability to cry.
“What you did with us” she asked in her sad voice tracing his name on laptop screen but she didn’t get any answer.
She will never forgive him for what he had done to them, they could have been happy like any other couple and she would have been with them but he had ruined everything, his LACK OF TRUST in her had snatched from them of their most precious thing and he’s so unlucky that he didn’t even know what he’s lost.
She put laptop on another chair which was beside her chair.
She got up from chair and came to railing. She tilted her head up to see sky.
Today was cloudy weather in Jaipur that’s in afternoon it was feeling like evening.
Suddenly her heart started beating fast like she felt his presence for whom her heart was impatient for years. She felt something familiar in her heart which she had not felt for years. This happened to her only when he was near her but he was not here then why was she feeling like this???
‘Ansh’ only one word left from her mouth.
She knew that her heart could still feel him but why today after so many years???
It was getting too much for her.
She started feeling restless. She rushed back in her room and took out a white small bottle from drawer of side table.
She took a pill from it and gulped down with water. She laid down on bed and sleep took her in her arms.
Flashback
“I will not forgive him at all. How he was talking to that lizard with a never-ending smile and that ugly lizard was clinging to my Ansh. I wanted to cut her in pieces of billion but……….” She muttered to herself angrily, pacing back and forth in her room while fisting her hands tightly.
She was hell angry with him Danish and most angry with the fact that when she was about to show that girl in her own way that he was only hers and she should stay away from him infact every girl stayed away from him as he had already taken by her exclusively, he dragged her to his cabin to save that lizard from her where she blasted on him about why he let her get close to him and stormed back home without hearing a word from him.
“Why are you calling me now?? go to that lizard” she shouted as she saw her phone ringing on her bed.
She didn’t see the name on the phone that who was calling her but she was sure that it was Danish who was calling her because every time it happened whenever she was angry with him, he tried his best to pacify her but she didn’t let him come near her but he knew how to reach her.
her feet halted when she felt his presence around her, his familiar faint cologne hit her nostrils. She looked around in her room and he was nowhere to be seen, she even opened the door of her room to check if he was outside the room but he was not there either. She felt a familiar breeze near her ear which tickling her skin softly and her heart started jumping with joy in her chest feeling his presence near her, forgetting the fact that she was angry with him.
“Ansh” his name rolled out from her tongue before she could register anything and her feet automatically took her towards the balcony as if she was hypnotized by something.
She heard some hushed voices near balcony but when she saw that side, she was shocked to see the scene which was unfolding infront of her. Danish was climbing to the balcony with the help of a ladder and her over enthusiastic family was supporting him. her father and younger brother were holding the ladder tightly on both sides and her sister Riya and her mother were giving him thumbs up to which he gave them his heart flattering smile.
“What the hell is happening here?? And why are you on the fucking ladder??” she shouted causing everyone’s heads to snap at her.
She first looked at her family one by one who are giving her sheepish grin just like the kids who got caught stealing by their teacher and then her eyes fix on Danish, who was also smiling widely like his family.
“Are you deaf??? I asked you what are you doing here??” she asked glaring at him while folding her hands on her chest who gulped seeing her angry face but he composed himself when he heard some encouraging words from her family in hushed tone.
“Don’t be afraid Danish bhai (brother), we are all with you.”
“Yes, my lion, don’t back down without cajoling your lioness”
“My life is angry with me, so I have come to persuade her because what will I do with this body when my life gets angry with me” he confessed his love in his way which were always enough to make her heart flutter. She looked into his eyes in which she only saw immense love for here and nothing else.
She tried hard to conceal the smile but it ended up on her face, seeing which Danish heart started beating wildly because it was what he wanted for which he was doing all this. Even if he had to climb Mount Everest for her a single smile, he will climb it without a single word, so this ladder as nothing in front of that but now only it could help him to reach her.
“And one thing more my fireball You look even more killer when you get angry and these hypnotizing lips of yours seem even more tempting which brings a flood of sinful thoughts inside me and……” he got interrupted by her family shouting then he realised that he was not alone with her.
“Give me a few seconds” he said to her and next moment she found him beside her.
“You all can go. I will handle from here myself and even so I badly want privacy with my fireball” he dismissed her family looking down on which they all go away hooting and winking at them while she was looking at him wide open eyes and mouth.
“What was this all???” she asked him, composing herself to which he pulled her closer by her waist and said huskily touching her nose with his “they came here to help me to reach you and now their work is over and my work to persuade you has begun which I know how to
do very well.”
Before she could understand anything the next moment, she found herself in his strong arms and he made his way inside her room.
Flashback End
