LOT Part 5
Lack of Trust Part 5
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Author’s POV
Raghwan mansion
There was hustle and bustle. All the servants of the mansion were busy in their assigned work. There was chaos in the whole house. The servants were running one corner to another corner. They were instructed not to commit any mistake as today was a very important day for the princess of the house, in which no mistake will be tolerated.
Where all mansion was in high spirit,
there a girl was sitting on bed in a room with gloomy face
Her eyes were red and sad and she was immersed in some deep thought. She was feeling herself very incomplete today. Today was the happiest day of her life but sadly she could not be happy even after being happy. She wanted to share her happiness with her family but she could not because not because they were not happy in her happiness but they were not with her.
Today was the important day of her life but her day was incomplete without her elder brother and mother. She really missed them. She wanted her entire family to be with her in every step of the new beginning ofno one could give her what she wanted except God.
A drop tear slipped down from her eyes feeling helplessness. She knew that her mother could not be with her because she was not in a condition to be here with her but her brother could be with her but he was not ready to come here and his reason was the same as her mother’s condition’s reason. she wanted to tell her brother that she was craving for his love and over-pampering but she couldn’t find a way to tell him because he had shut himself down and didn’t want to make him sadder by telling him about her pain, he was already in. Till now she had never asked his brother to come back because she knew how
difficult it was for him but now, she needed both his brothers with her
She had called him several times in the past week to persuade him to come to India but always got no response except silence which was enough to tell her that her brother who could turn the world upside down to fulfil her every wish could not fulfilled her wish of being with him.
she herself was feeling very helpless as her mother was lying on the bed in a coma in the hospital and her elder brother was in another country. One by one, trail of tears started rolling down.
She let her tears flow. Neither she tried to stop them nor did she try to
wing thom
wipe them
“Sneha…” A sweet and worried voice reached to her ears which made her looked up at that direction to see her sister-in-law. Her sobs got louder seeing her who was looking at her with concern in her eyes. She just wanted someone who cloud hold her in her arms.
“Bhabhi (wife of big brother)” she opened her arms like a kid who opened her arms to her mother to console her while her lips were wobbling with every sob left out her mouth.
Her SIL ran to her and took her in her arms sitting beside her on the bed.
She was just weeping like a baby in her arms while pushing her face in
her crook of neck and seeing her like this, her tears also start flowing
“Shhhh Don’t cry, stop crying tell me what happened77” Her SIL said while patting her back head with her one hand and caressing her back with other hand to console her
Sneha was crying loudly. Her lips were trembling, her face covered with tears, her eyes were showing her sorrow.
She snuggled her face more in her SIL crook of neck and started sobbing more loudly while tightening her arms around her.
“Shhhhhhhh….. Please Sneha” her SIL broke hug and cupped her face with her hands while shaking her head to
“Danish bhai (bro) did not come Bhabhi. How many times I told him that he should come but he did not come. I don’t want to start my new life without my brother. Mom is not with me but Danish bhai (brother) should be with me.” She said while sobbing.
Her SIL didn’t say anything because she didn’t have any answer to give her which soothed her aching heart but she couldn’t let her cry like that so she opened her mouth to console her but a soft knock at the door interrupted her and her husband’s worried and loud voice followed it.
“What happened???? Why you both crying??? Sneha, Riya???” she turned
at the direction of voice and found her husband coming towards them with worry in his eyes. he came to them and looked at them.
“Varun she is missing mom and Danish Bhai” Riya said looking at her husband with tears in her who released a heavy sigh listening her.
He signalled something to Riya with his eyes and sat on the other side of Sneha whose body was still shaking due to crying which made him feel disheartened and upset. Like every brother, he wanted to see his sister happy but he had no control over what she wanted.
“doll” he called her softly while stroking her hair lovingly.
“b. bhai” she threw herself in his protective arms and started complaining “Bhai (bro) Danish Bhai is not listening to me so many times, I told him to come back but he does not give me any answer. Bhai (bro) please bring him back. mom cannot come to me but he can come. I haven’t done anything wrong then why is he punishing me??”
He couldn’t see his baby sister crying like this. He never let tears came to her eyes. Whatever she wished for her father and both brothers used to fulfil it the very next moment. His family loved her very much but there were some things which were not even in their hands which they could stop from hurting Sneha.
A horrible incident changed everything. Where everyone was happy but today everyone was sad Behind all this there was only one person who changed everything because of her hatred
“Stop crying doll…..Danish bro will definitely come, I promise you.” He said in determination. He knew that his family needed his brother and now his brother had to fight his fear He also needed his brother, his mentor, his bestfriend so he had to come.
He decided that this time he will not back out no matter what happened Danish couldn’t run like a coward whole life he will have to face it one day or the other so why not now
She broke the hug hearing his promise and looked at him with hope and tint of uncertainty “R…really bhai (bro)”
She extended her palm in front of her brother and asked looking at him with hope “Promise me bhai (Brother)”
“Promise doll” he put his hand on her palm said lovingly. He didn’t know how will he make it true but he will make this impossible for his sister possible but how????
HOW????
This was only question echoing in his mind.
“Now you promise me that you will not cry” he said in serious voice
wiping her tears away from her face who nodded her head with a teary smile
“Promise bhal (bro)” she said hugging him and he too hugged her back wrapping his arms around her
He looked at his wife who gave him an assurance smile which made him smile too
“Sneha, you take rest” said Riya keeping her hand on her head
Sneha nodded her head and laid on bed. Varun put blanket on her and kissed on her forehead. Riya also kissed on forehead and left with her husband who was looking stressed.
She knew that he was breaking from brother and mom which he hid from everyone but his eyes screamed the truth sometimes like now. These nine years were not easy for Raghwan family. Everyone had lost something or the other and everyone had changed from who they used to be nine years back like her husband who used to be a prankster and carefree, who didn’t take any responsibility and if anyone put any responsibility on him, he could easily escape from it by showing his puppy eyes to Danish but today the circumstance had made him a responsible man.
She followed him to their room after heaving a sigh.
Varun knew that she was following didn’t want to talk to her now as he didn’t want to show himself weak.
He took his laptop from table and sat on bed putting it in his lap and started doing something on it.
Riya looked at her husband who was trying to make himself look strong but he failed as his face was showing all the pain of his heart clearly.
She shook her head but her eyes fixed on her husband who was miserably trying to ignore her. She felt bad for him. He did not show his sorrow to anyone but she knew that he was sad and lost too.
She sometimes missed that Varun who once used to irritate her with his
dearful parathality she didint even comsaker the last time he laughed spendy she tried her best but she could not fall all the volds
The person who could not spend even a moment without laughing today there was not even a trace of smile on his face
The one who was once the reason for the smile of the people around him due to his craziness today he had no reason to smile
She wanted her previous Varun back who used to be happy himself and also kept those around him happy
She wanted everything to be as before, where everyone was happy
She wanted everything to be as bellore, where everyone was happy but the damage done by one person’s deception will never be right
“Why did you do that777” This was the only question that had been going on in her mind for the last 9 years, the answer to which she knew, but her heast was not ready to accept it. How could she believe that her younger sister could din this but what they all save that night with their own eyes was not a bie either
She shock her head to remove her thoughts from her mind as right now her husband was more important to her than thinking about her.
She walked to him and stood beside bed folding her hands on her chest.
She coughed to gain his attention who was behaving like she was not here which made her sigh
“Stop pretending Mr. Varun Raghwan” she said feigning her anger
He didn’t say anything and didn’t give her single glance as he knew what she’s trying to do
You she mumbled bellore shuming his laptop with one hand while glaring at him and placed it on bed.
She sat in his lap before he could speak a word and took his face in her hands who was avoiding eye contact with her.
“Pinase Don’t hide your emotions from me” she said in pleading voice while caressing his cheeks with her thumbs and looking at him with only love and concern
Hearing her pleading tone, He looked into her eyes to find concern and love for him,
He knew she was sad for him and wanted him to share his grief but he didn’t want to hurt her any more. Whenever he felt that he was breaking she took care of him like a mother took care of her child and again gave him a hope that everything would be alright.
He looked his wife who loved him and his family immensely without expecting anything
She also suffered with him but didn’t leave him alone to fight his bamle his
She took every responsibility of this house and his family as good daughter-in law and wife and never complained about it.
Tell me please. She kissed his forehead and asked him
He connected their forehead by grabbing her neck from back with his hand
He put his both hands on her waist and pullled her closer to him while looking into her eyes
“I am feeling like a failure” he said in his broken and trembling voice most eyes which made her heart twisted painfully she couldn’t see him like this
Shut up Don’t call my husband as a failure. He is not a failure, he is strong
man” she slapped his chest with her hand and scold him in offended tome
“Shut up Don’t call my husband as a failure. He is not a failure he is strong man she slapped his chest with her hand and scold him in offended tone calling himself as a failure. He chuckled at her, her nose was flaring and her eyes shotting daggers at him for calling himself as a failure. He felt himself lucky to have her in his messed-up life.
Every single member of this family was fighting a war which will never end but still no one was ready to give up.
“I am a failure I couldn’t save my family from falling apart. Everyone is sad here and most of all Danish Bhai. We are all with each other but he is alone there. I don’t know what to do??? I have promised Sneha that I will bring Danish Bhai but how? I am fail. His blabbering stopped when she smashed her lips on his and started kissing him furiously.
She was kissing him to tell that he was not failure. She broke the kiss when she felt him relax but he grabbed her waist and made her laid on bed in a swift motion.
He came on her top and smashed his lips on her and took her lips in a hungry kiss. He was chewing and biting her lips like he was hungry from ages. He was pouring all his emotions by kissing her wildly while his hands were roaming on her body furiously.
she didn’t stop him because she knew that he needed this so she let him do whatever he wanted to do.
He broke kiss when they her neck. He started en but he did not stop, he attacked on potless neck ny biting and sucking. His sweet torture maraged a moian from her mouth before another moan came out of his mouth, he took her lips ain in a passionate kiss teft after taking good 10 minutes.
He looked at his wife who was breathing heavily because of his mini torcher. Her face turned red speedly her nose.
He kissed on her tip of nose and said “I love you”
She smiled and hugged her husband “I love you too”
He laid beside her taking her in arms.
He was playing with her hairs and she was looking at her husband who came back in worried zone.
She put her head on his chest “don’t worry… We will find a way to convince Danish Bhar
“I don’t think he will agree. Even before this we all tried so hard to bring him back to India but he never came. Riya with every passing time, I am losing my hope.” He said in disappointed tone. He himself wanted his brother to come back but it was very difficult to convince him to come back
“I pray that everything goes back to normal and our family becomes a happy
family once again.” He kissed her on forehead and closed his eyes to get some
rebef from everything which was hurting him
“Can I ask you something” she tilted her head up from his chest and asked hien with so much hope in her eyes
He nodde
d his head while opening his eyes to look at her face
with so much hope in her eyes..
“Do you really think she did all that????” She asked him without taking her name from her mouth.
Continued……
