LOT Part 5
Lack of Trust Part 5
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everyone was in their room. They were busy with their broken heart and trying to mend for tonight.
Everybody was happy for Sneha but at the same they were sad too because they felt that this happiness was incomplete with their beloved one who was not there to join.
Nobody knew that how to deal with that situation???? But they were still trying their best.
There was a time when they used to dream of their princess’s wedding and dreamed of making a wonderful wedding for the world, which no one
had seen till today and will never be able to forget but everything had changed with the passage of time. It was not that now they did not want all this, just that something was missing which was taking them away from their happiness.
They knew that today the family of boy were coming only to talk about marriage but they knew that they wanted to get married as soon as possible.
For Digvijay Raghavan, he was very happy for his daughter that his little doll had grown so big that today her marriage was about to be fixed but without his elder son and wife, everything seemed incomplete. He knew that his daughter loved that boy very much and he had also found out that the boy was a good man. He wanted to give his doll her happiness.
For Varun Raghwan he was also very start a new phase of life with her love of life but he felt that everything was incomplete without them, his brother, his mother and his crime partner. He knew that she did unforgivable sin towards his family but still sometimes he felt that something was wrong. He tried to meet her in jail after his anger cooled down but she refused to meet him and told him that if he didn’t believe her then not needed to meet her. After that he never tried because he didn’t believe her that she was not their culprit when he saw with his own eyes what she did to his mother.
For Riya she was happy because her family and her husband was happy. She knew that her family suffered so much because of her sister. She knew that her sister was short tempered but she never thought that she did something like that. How could she break that person who love her more than his life iust because she hated his mother.
She didn’t want to spoil her mood so she concentrated on today which was very important to her sister-in-law cum sister she wanted to everything perfect like Sneha desired.
Everything was ready.
Varun and Digvijay was waiting for the guest to arrive in the hall and Riya was getting Sneha ready.
“Jaipur branch is facing some problem. I think we should personally see what is the problem.” Varun suggested to his father who lost in his thoughts.
He got the report of Jaipur branch 2 days back which was facing some loss since from quite some time while other businesses of their were growing incredibly.
“Which problems????” Digvijay asked as he gave his full attention to his son. “Jaipur is main branch of our clothing brand but day by day we are losing our clients and profit when we are supplying them our best product with bestselling price they ever get. I think there is problems in management so I thought to go there and personally investigate the reasons.” Varun sat straight and said in serious tone. He looked at his father who was thinking something.
“You send someone else in your place who is worthy of our rust. You must be in Mumbai because Danish is also not here. If you go there, the branch here will suffer and you know that you cannot leave the main branch to someone else like this.” Digvijay said and looked at his son.
“But dad if we do not pay attention to Jaipur branch then we will suffer a huge loss and maybe we have to come out of garments sector because we
cannot run business with losses.”
Varun told his dad that the problem was not as small as he thought that if it was not taken care of in time, they will have to bear a big loss.
“I am also understanding your point that I can’t leave the branch here and go to Jaipur branch, that too then there will be no one here to handle it after me. I wish Danish bhai (Brother) is here.” Varun added with sigh.
He really needed his brother there to help him. His brother could handle whole Raghwan empire solely but he needed his guidance for it. Digvijay mumbled dejectedly “I wish too”
“They have arrived” a servant came and informed bowing down his head.
“Ok you go” Digvijay dismissed him and gestured his son “we will talk about it later, now we should welcome the guest.”
Varun nodded his head lightly before getting up from the couch and moved behind his father to take him to main door to welcome guest.
He put his hands on both handles of wheelchair and pushed it ahead. He took his father to door step and saw Ahuja family was stood there with smile.
“Welcome” Digvijay said with polite smile.
“Thank you Mr. Raghwan” Angad Ahuja said with same polite smile and shook his hand with him.
“Please come inside” Varun said offering them smile.
They all came inside and settled on sofa.
Riya came with servants and served them refreshments while Varun and Digvijay started conversation with them to know them better.
Mumbai airport
Danish came out of airport with his PA Nayan following him like his tail. He felt soft breeze on his face.
A storm was brewing inside him. When he left India 9 years ago, he thought that he would never come back here but he knew the responsibilities and duties he had for his family. He could not turn his back on his family for his own self, that too because he did not want to face the truth. She betrayed his trust. this was the truth of his life which he couldn’t change or run away but what to do with his stubborn heart which still beat for her and only wanted to feel her warmth, nothing else.
He hated her but he couldn’t change the fact that he still love her. his heart was still desperate to have her in his arms, to see her beautiful face. everything away from him in same
way.
“Please sir” Nayan said when he saw him lost somewhere, he very well knew what he was thinking.
Danish took a deep breath and looked at Nayan who was standing beside car with opening door.
He sat inside the car on back seat and Nayan occupied passenger seat.
“Take me the hospital” Danish ordered in rough tone and looked out of window to divert his mind.
“Okay sir” Nayan said and instructed driver to take them ‘lifeline Hospital’
He turned around his head and saw his boss who was looking at outside with calm expression but he knew that his boss was everything but calm, big no. Danish was looking at the passing road. When he left this city, he was sad and broken and even today he was broken and sad but now the only difference was that he will never make his pain the reason for his family misery.
He never wanted to come back to India but now he did not want to punish his family for someone else’s share.
He will never forget what her anger and hatred had done to his family and he will not even forgive her for that doing to do him.
He could not understand till today whether her hatred and anger were bigger than her love and their relationship, she chose her hatred instead of their love and ended everything. She had promised him that she would always be with him, then why did she do this, due to which they parted. thoughts and he turned his head at him who pointed at outside to see that they reached hospital which he didn’t noticed till now.
Nayan climbed down from his seat and came his side to open door for him.
He came out from car and nodded his head at Nayan.
Nayan shut the door and stood behind his boss.
Danish put his sunglasses which was making him hotter and desirable man.
He walked like he owned this place hell he was owner this place. This hospital belonged to Raghwan’s.
Women was ogling him like he was most delicious dessert and man was looking at him with envy as soon as he entered in the hospital but he didn’t fuck about it.There was one thing that every person presented there was feeling, his powerful undeniable aura.
His aura was demanding respect. He was walking like king who was in his territory.
“He is fucking hot” a woman exclaimed to her friend who was also ogling him with open wide mouth.
“Hot like fire” her friend replied her with dreamy look on her face.
Danish saw girls who were drooling over him but he ignored them because his eyes were only for one where she may or may not be with him. He was one woman man and will always be so.
He knew how girls looked at him but he wanted to spend his life seeing only one girl but an incident changed everything. Her selfishness changed everything which made me inaudibly sigh.
He could rule all over the world but sadly he didn’t have the power to change his fate
They walked to elevator
Nayan pushed the bottom and elevator’s door opened with ting sound and they entered inside.
Nayan pushed 8th floor button and stood behind his boss.
After few minutes later door opened and they stepped out the elevator.
He walked and stopped Infront of a room. he looked at the doors with so much emotion like love, care, worry, tension, guilt etc.
“Danish” he heard a familiar voice and he turned to see a beautiful middle- aged woman walking in his direction with a soft smile.
she stood before him. “When did you come to India??” she asked him while looking at him with some unknown emotions in her eyes.
“Mo…. Aunty I came today” He was about to call her mom but when he remembered that the relationship which gave him the right to call her mom was over so he stopped himself calling her mom and called her auntie like he used to call her before his marriage to her daughter.
She was the mother of Khanak and Riya. Mrs Kalindi Kaushik. She was sweet and loving lady.
“I am sorry” she said with guilt and lowered her head when he called her calling auntie not mom which he used to call.
“It’s not your fault then why are you saying sorry. Please aunty don’t say sorry” he said truly placing his hand on her shoulder. He knew that she was “When did you come to India??” she asked him while looking at him with some unknown emotions in her eyes.
“Mo…. Aunty I came today” He was
about to call her mom but when he
remembered that the relationship
which gave him the right to call her
mom was over so he stopped himself
calling her mom and called her auntie
like he used to call her before his
marriage to her daughter.
She was the mother of Khanak and Riya. Mrs Kalindi Kaushik. She was sweet and loving lady.
“I am sorry” she said with guilt and lowered her head when he called her calling auntie not mom which he used to call.
“It’s not your fault then why are you saying sorry. Please aunty don’t say sorry” he said truly placing his hand on her shoulder. He knew that she was sweet and loving lady.
“I am sorry” she said with guilt and lowered her head when he called her calling auntie not mom which he used to call.
“It’s not your fault then why are you saying sorry. Please aunty don’t say sorry” he said truly placing his hand on her shoulder. He knew that she was apologizing for the sins committed by her daughter and feeling ashamed but it’s not her fault.
He didn’t want her to feel ashamed for what she didn’t do so he said this.
“No… it’s my fault” she said and tears started flowing from her eyes one by one.
“Please don’t cry” he wiped her tears. He didn’t want her to cry. She was still a mother figure in his eyes.
He made her sat on bench which was placing outside of room.
He told Nayan to bring a glass of water. Nayan came with a water bottle and gave her to drink.
She took from him and drank.
“What are you doing here aunty” he asked her when he saw that she was okay now.
“Meet to your mom. I think I will come later” she said and stood from bench.
“I don’t mind you can meet her” he offered to her to which she shook her head lightly.
“No son, go and meet your mom. You are meeting her after 9 years so I will not disturb your time with your mother” she said putting her hand on his cheek lovingly with smile like a mother
He nodded his head and she left from there “Sir I will wait outside for you. Let me know if you need anything” he said and opened the room door for Danish.
“Go and inform your family that we have reached safely to India” Danish patted his shoulder and entered inside.
He took off his sunglasses and saw his mother who was laying on bed like corpse. He heart pained her seeing like this.
He felt a rage inside when he saw his mom in this pathetic condition and one person was responsible for this.
His love, his ex-wife
He considered himself responsible for this condition of his mother because it was his fault that even after so much denial of his mother, he brought Khanak into his life and he loved her more than himself and what did she do in return?? she hurt him and his family without any remorse. Her mom absolutely right that she was never worthy of his love. She will only hurt him in return for his love and she proved his mom to be true.
A tear slipped down from his eyes. For him tears indicate the weakness buts still he didn’t try to wipe it.
He came and sat on stool which was near her bed.
He looked at his mother with love and care and He touched her cheek tenderly and caressed her cheek with his fingers.
“Forgive your son mom. I wish I had listened to you. you would not have been here today.” He said in heavy and guilt filled voice and leaned on her face to kiss her.
He kissed her forehead and took her hand in his warm big hands.
“Mom please open your eyes” he said desperately to his mom.
He felt that if he had not chosen Khanak, today his mother would be with his family. His guilt was eating him from inside that today because of him his family was suffering all this because he had made her a Raghavan and allowed her to harm his family.
“Mom please don’t punish everyone for my mistake. I know that I have made a mistake that I did not listen to you and I will not forgive myself for the rest of my life. I thought she loves me as much as I do her but I was living in an illusion. When that illusion broke, it took away everything from me. I am very bad person, I hurt my whole family because of her and left them with their sorrow but I promise you that I will rectify my every mistake. Please come back.” He put his hand on her stomach and his face on her chest and started crying like child who cried for his mother’s attention. He rubbed his face in crook on her neck like he used to do in his childhood when his mom was angry on him and she put her hand on his head when her anger subsided but this time, she didn’t put her hand on his head to tell him that she was not angry with him
He didn’t know how long he stayed like this but a knock broke their moment. He composed himself and pulled himself away from her as he couldn’t let see anyone in his week moment. He was strong man for world so he couldn’t show his weakness to anyone.
He stood up from stool and went to bathroom to wash his face to remove his weakness proof which was showing on his face as tears marks.
He came out from bathroom with cold face like he was not crying before.
“Come in” he said when he heard another knock on door.
“Sir doctor has come for check-up” Nayan came inside the room opening the door.
Danish nodded his head. Nayan opened the door for doctor.
A middle age man came and a nurse came along with him.
Doctor gave him his polite smile and went to check his patient.
Danish didn’t say anything to them. He let them do their work.
When doctor was done with his check- up. He came and said on sofa which was for visitors.
“How long will it take for mom to recover???” he asked the doctor in his icy cold voice. His aura was so intimidated and doctor and nurse also felt that.
Doctor gulped down when he saw him looking at him with intense gaze.
“I don’t know sir” doctor said meekly and lowered his head to avoid any kind of eye contact with dangerous man who was sitting in front of him.
“What do you mean you don’t know???? Are you not a doctor???” He hissed at him. He stood from sofa and fixed his gaze on poor doctor who was shivering under his gaze.
“S..sir s….she was not r..responding with any treatment. W..we did our best to do sir.” he said stammering and tried his best to explain him.
Danish took deep breathe to control his anger. He knew that his mom was not responding with any treatment and this poor doctor was not in fault but he was angry on himself.
Doctor and nurse ran away like theu tail was on fire
Danish sat on sofa and rubbed his hands on his face.
He put his elbows on his knees and put his face on his palms and looked at his mother for some time
Nayan was looking at his boss who was looking frustrated and devasted He knew that he was fighting with himself Nayan want to help his boss but he knew that couldn’t do anything for him.
“Do you want me to inform your family about your being in India or will you tell them yourself?” Nayan asked him and received a sigh from his boss.
Danish stood from sofa and came to his mom. He kissed on her forehead and said her softly “I will come to meet you again. Please come back soon.
him in his calm but stern tone “There is no need to inform them as I am going home to meet them. Today Sneha’s marriage is going to be fixed”
Danish knew everything about the man and his family and his investigation revealed that he was a good man and will always keep Sneha happy. He knew about his mother’s past and it didn’t affect him because it was not his mother’s fault.
He gave last glance to his mother and left from there to meet his family.
A man was sitting inside a dar and thinking about something when his phone started ringing making him groan in annoyance.
He took his phone from tea table and saw phone screen to check who was He smirked at caller id and pressed on answer icon with his finger. He put phone on his ear and leaned back on sofa to put his head on it
“Hello my crime partner” he said with smirk
“Stop calling me that. I am not your crime partner. You forced me to do so he heard a loud screaming offended voice from other side which made his smirk deepened. He loved to do this.
“But still you did” he said arrogantly.
“I can’t bear the burden anymore. I will tell everyone what happened 9 years ago and you were behind it” he heard other person who was speaking with determination.
He knew that he had to do something to stop that person otherwise that person will tell everyone the truth and
he will be doomed.
“Okay go and tell them but you know what, you have to tell them one more truth which will destroy you. You know that what you did 29 years ago or you want me to remind you” He said in threatening tone
He knew that person’s weakness so he used it for his good
“You can’t do this to me he laughed darkly when he heard this.
“The reason for what happened 9 years ago was what happened 29 years ago, so what do you think that with one truth the other truth will not come out. Don’t forget that you supported me in whatever I did, whether of your own will or need but you were with me so it would be better for you to keep quiet and let whatever is going on he said in pissed off tone and threatened.
1ST Part.5
“I am dying with guilt that I destroy her life when I promised myself to save her” he heard a defeating voice from other and made a boring face.
“Do whatever you want to do with you fucking guilt but keep shut your good for nothing mouth” he yelled at that person and cut the call.
“If you try to reveal my truth then I will not think even once before killing you because to me you are nothing more than my pawn. I don’t care whether Khanak’s life is ruined or ended, if I care about anything, it is only for my benefit which is in your silence, then don’t force me to take your life.” He said with so much anger. He was looking dangerous with his red angry eyes. He clenched his jaws in anger.
He put his phone back on table taking of alcohol from it.
